| (no subject) |
[Jul. 1st, 2008|11:15 pm] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Wolfsheim - Blind | ] |
For you Abram, love you baby.... [Wolfsheim - Blind]
I think of you... like I often do
When I hear the rain... on my window pane
Gently tapping at the glass
Like your gently touching fingers
Just looking for the smile
I give to you
You can feel what no one feels
You can hear what no one hears
Just looking for the smile
I give to you
You can feel what no one feels
You can hear what no one wants to hear
Just looking for the smile
I give to you
And your darkness speaks and has eyes to see...
You know me by my voice
But you know so much more then...
"Don't fight the words...they're here for all!"
Was what you said to me... once
I looked into your eyes
And I knew you were right
You can feel what no one feels.....
And your darkness speaks and has eyes to see...
I know that you can win
This lifelong game we're in
"Hey! Darkness is a state of mind!
I can go where you would stumble!"
Was what you said to me
And I knew you were right
You can feel what no one feels... |
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| Jail sucks |
[Aug. 19th, 2007|10:34 pm] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  pissed off | ] |
they tell us what we can and cannot do
same thing we've heard a hundred times before
but when i put you inside of me
none of that matters anymore |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 8th, 2007|03:09 am] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  devious | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | The Mob - I Wish | ] |
I wish I could love
It must be fun to love
cause so many people do it
it must be fun to love
I wish I could hate
It must be fun to hate
cause so many people do it
it must
be fun
to hate
I wish i could fight
it must be fun to fight
cause so many people do it
it must
be fun
to fight
I wish i could kill
it must be fun to kill
cause so many people do it
it must
be fun
to kill
I wish i could die
it must be fun to die
cause so many people do it
it must
be fun
to die |
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| Jobs |
[Aug. 2nd, 2007|03:38 am] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | If you only knew. | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Tuxedomoon - No Tears | ] |
Phone sex job, 16 dollars and hour. uh oh.oh no.... oh yeah!
If I had a way id be in Daytona Beach I was offered to do porn for nearly 4 grand for 1 shoot. I have no ride that far. oh well. Maybe next time.
Rob and I should be living in Europe next year... oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| New Pics |
[Aug. 2nd, 2007|02:51 am] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | Everywhere | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Mr. Bungle - Goodbye Sober Day | ] |
 
A couple new photos of me. |
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| Andras |
[Apr. 10th, 2007|03:38 am] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | In front of my VAIO | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Nine Inch Nails - Non-Entity | ] |
I want to wish you the best on your move, have fun and party extra hard for me ;)
And if you need someone to talk to you know i'm here. You know how to reach me.
love you, _toy_ |
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| Szia |
[Oct. 31st, 2006|04:42 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | Here | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | In Strict Confidence - Industrial Love (Silicon Remix) | ] |
ok so I haven't been on here in a while, forgive me. Have a fun Halloween everyone! It's almost 12:00 noon and I still can't sleep. Someone whack me in the head and knock me out?! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 23rd, 2006|03:12 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | In this room | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Nine Inch Nails - Right Where it Belongs | ] |
You Are Subversion!
 You are systematic and secretive. Sometimes even very calculating. Most everyone trusts you but they have no idea what really goes on in your head. You are capable of being nice or mean, whatever a situation calls for. You look out for #1.
What Naughty My Little Pony Are You? |
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| This is Amber..... |
[Jul. 15th, 2006|01:23 am] |
| [ | State of mind |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | some cd of chris' | ] |
At this very moment, Judy is in my apartment abusing her friend Chris. She's got him tied up on the couch.....
It's soooo amusing. I LOVE IT. |
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| Amber's Back! |
[Jun. 18th, 2006|12:24 am] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | Amber's apartment | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Chamillionaire - Ridin | ] |
Amber just got back from Miami, she got back early (just for me hehe just kidding) She picked me up at about 22:00 then we made our rounds, then back to her place to get our high on. Not much else happening right this second. Just feeling pretty damn GOOD. Mindless Self Indulgence is playing here soon. I'm there for sure. Ok so everyone pack up your're all coming with me damnit, well if i like you. Have to get a bit higher so i'm out. I hate that when you put your mood as high it automatically shows some gothy thing smoking a joint, they need more variety.
Szia
Tempest |
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| Szia |
[Jun. 17th, 2006|03:27 am] |
Cleaned room some. I'm getting a stripper pole installed in room. I'm out. |
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| Oh "boy" |
[Jun. 15th, 2006|06:08 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | Ambers | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| | high | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | nothing | ] |
I'm over at Amber's getting out high on. She going to Miami for a wedding tomorrow, but she will return to me Sunday. |
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| Delay |
[Jun. 14th, 2006|12:26 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | Florida | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| | high | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | The news | ] |
I was suppose to get back into Tampa on the 12th but after getting dropped off at the Virgina Beach Airport and sitting around for 6 hours they tell me it cancelled because of some stupid thunderstorm with North Carolina (where I was to chage plane to Tampa) so i had to call my sister go back to her house sleep like 1 hour only to go back at like 04:00 the 13th, It sucked then i arrived finally in Tampa around 10:17 then take the shuttle home then to hurry to make my doctor appointment at 12:30. It sucked they should have given me refund. :-p
But I am back here now. The Nine Inch Nails concet was GREAT. Trent Reznor has shaved his head, which must be new because when i went to the Tampa show in October he had longer hair. He also gave a little "trivia" (his words) The first time he seen the ocean was when he was 19 in Virgina Beach. At least that's what he said. I try and go to the Chicago show July 1st, have to wait and see if I can work it out to go. Not much else to say. I'm out.
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| Virgina |
[Jun. 10th, 2006|04:13 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | Virgina Beach | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Arabic T.V. Channels | ] |
I'm in Virgina I just set up my sisters DSL in her new place. Nine Inch Nails tomorrow. I go back the 12th. So if you out there Amber - you me and that boy.
I think i change my name to Tempest. yes i do.
I'm out. |
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| I'm out |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|05:50 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | Not here | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| | high | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | noise | ] |
Szia, 10 min to dress. Szia |
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| Test |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|05:31 pm] |
Somebody fuck me ! ;) |
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| Must put clothes on! |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|05:28 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | Here | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| | indifferent | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | The news | ] |
Ahhhh, I'm getting picked up in half hour must -get-dressed! lol I am still convinced nobody reads this shit lol. So my new hobby will be talking to myself. |
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| 25 thousand dollar grilled cheese sandwich? |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|04:43 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | House | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Covenant - Fuzzy Logic | ] |
Crazy Christians, a south Florida old lady just had a tattoo of a grilled cheese sandwich which she thinks had a imagine of the virgin mary on it tattooed on her chest. She saved it in a plastic container with cotton balls then sold it on Ebay 10 years later for $25 thousand dollars. Who the hell would buy a 10 year old grilled cheese sandwich for 25 grand? |
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| I'm leaving! |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|04:35 pm] |
| [ | Where am I? |
| | In a chair | ] |
| [ | State of mind |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | VNV Nation - Tempest | ] |
Well it's Saturday, going to hang out with Amber. Waiting for her to get off of work. I'm leaving for Virgina Beach Monday morning, actually like 01:55 the shuttle to the airport will arive and my plane leaves at 4 something in the morning, Will be there until the 12th of June. I get to see Nine Inch Nails again. Very happy about that. I still need to get dressed, I keep putting that off, stupid laws saying you must wear clothes, cant i just wear a t-shirt and my new -NewRock boots. Fuck it. Oh well. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 30th, 2006|01:04 pm] |
| [ | State of mind |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | The sound's around me |
| | Wumpscut - Hang Him Higher | ] |
Got back from shrink to get my Suboxone and Xanax. Had 2 hours sleep. I'm tired but I can't sleep. |
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